I think


I think One of the worst feelings in the world Is the feeling that you'll never be enough I know this sounds selfish Because, of course some people Might have had it worse than you But what can I do When I have already tried my best Yet it's still not enough? How many times … Continue reading I think

Cups of Coffee


No one starts a relationship with the thought of ending it. That is why we, in the beginning, always try our best to make it work. We would compromise and make sacrifices, since we actually expect the relationship to last, even only for a little longer—sometimes it’s for the sake of ourselves, sometimes for others’. … Continue reading Cups of Coffee

I Cried Myself to Sleep Last Night


I criedI cried myself to sleep last nightI cried myself to sleep because I didn't know what to doAnd I cried myself to sleep because I still don't I criedI cried myself to sleep last nightI cried myself to sleep because even if my mind screamed 'no', my heart kept whispering 'yes'And I cried myself … Continue reading I Cried Myself to Sleep Last Night

On Racism


A non-Indonesian recently asked me, “Where are you from?”—to which I replied, “I’m Indonesian.” It was then followed by a conversation about various ethnicities that exist in each of our countries. Indonesia has a very diverse culture and when I was asked which culture I belong to, I decided to define it as “Indonesian-Chinese”. Reflecting … Continue reading On Racism

The Children’s Bathrooms


It’s been ages since I last wrote; I guess time just passed, and several things changed. However, life has never ceased to amaze me, as long as I want to open my eyes and my mind to see. I am currently taking a short program in a place far away from home. The place where … Continue reading The Children’s Bathrooms